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i am soooooooo hopped up on coffee right now. this is around the time i would normally be napping at work. i just sent my sisters this long email about my life even though i'm going to see them in 2 1/2 weeks. i just love going home. it's truly a vacation for me and when i'm there i feel like there's no where else i want to be. blah blah blah.

i was thinking earlier...i don't think i ever want to have kids, but i feel like i could be such a cool mom. i'd be one of those you see walking down the street wearing prada, holding hands with a little girl in a little shiftdress, knee socks, mary janes, and a little swing coat. i'd spend my days working at some glam job, lunching, molding my children into being intelligent, cultured, and prolific human beings. i'd spend my nights attending black-tie events and whatever. i would do it all, but still manage to whip up some coq au vin for sunday dinner. i would be like a supermom...for some reason that sounds like fun to me. ever since i took on the perspective that you can have anything you want in life, i want it ALL.

i know sometimes i have a tendency to overload myself but i feel like i always pull it off somehow. i'm thinking about adopting this dog. like i have time for a dog on top of everything else. but i met this dog and just felt like it would be perfect if we were together. i have to talk to my roomie. we're gonna get high and make scarves and watch little davy jones hop around the living room.