aaahhhh

that is not a scream, it's a sigh of relief. i overslept today, AGAIN. after considering calling out sick for a good 5-10 mins, i finally had to just hop out of bed, throw on some clothes i wore the other day, sweep my greasy bangs off of my forehead, put on a hat and some pink lipstick, and fly out the door. luckily the day went by smoothly and now i'm home sweet home, laying on the couch and watching food network (omg rachel ray is making salmon cakes!). hopefully i can muster up enough energy to shower soon, but i'm in no rush. i finally get to take it easy tonight. i think that will involve taking a nap, then staying up late eating leftovers i've been craving for a couple days, drinking a bit of whiskey, smoking cigs, reading about buddhism, and watching a truffaut film. i wish i had the newest issues of nylon and i-d to thumb through. but i will not be seen in public right now so i'll wait till tomorrow. i want to write forever but i'm dozing off....