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omg i pulled a muscle on the back of my thigh skipping stones today. i am so drunk off of $2.50 margaritas. some gay dudes loved meand jess dev and one was trying to pull my skirt up while i was dancing. i just talked to gil for like an hour about how no one loves me. he is an ok frind even though i hate him sometimes, it is taking forev for me to type this. i m in love. i won't say with who but i am head over heels. my pulled muscle really hurts ut i stll danced my ass off. girls night rulez. everyone is in love right now ad it maks me sick. i'm so broke. i hate my life right now actually. i judt want someone to take care of me. wisconsin man's phone is dead. i wanted to cry when he called me today. i couldn't belive that anyoe cared to see how i was. i wish i loved him as much as i love someon welse. fuckkkkkkk. t doesn't love me i realized last night. i wish he did but i guess its hard i am too much. one day someone will udrstand and love me for exactly who i am. i hope!!!!!!!!